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Of Internal Bleeding, and the upslope on the other

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 4, 2009, 3:09 AM




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June 04, 1159.

So here I am with some good news- I didn't want to announce it earlier because to be honest I wasn't sure it would last, but it seems that things have settled long enough and I'm feeling fairly ontop of the world about it.

My internal bleeding, the scourge of my life, the quite literal thorn in my side for so many years, has finally come to a stop. My weight has equalled, and thus I am finally of normal weight rather than dangerously underweight!

Woohoo!

Of course, I have no idea if it may return or not in the future- but it's been 4 months now without event, so I'm taking it as all good!

Of course, I'm not going to leap out into heavy drinking and smoking now just because I can- I'm not going to push my luck just yet...Probably never on the smoking front, but I'll be damned if I'll forgo a shot of whiskey to celebrate.

In other news:

Breathing is still a tad hard, and coughing up gunk has become a daily routine. Being ill sucks.

In other other news:

You've probably realised, as I have, that the computer that as coming my way now is not- which is a little stirring, but I guess that's what happens when you trust people you don't know so well anymore. Still, on a brighter side I may be getting home internet access and usage of a computer a tad more often now if my plans to resurrect an old dongle go through...But I'd estimate a 20% chance of it working properly. Frankly, I'd try anything to make things just that bit easier.

In other other news, I know a few people are starting to miss me- all I can say really is I'm sorry but it's kind of all beyond my power at the moment- I'm broke and I have a kitten sitting on my foot...Though to be honest only the first part of that sentence holds any relevance.

Hopefully things will improve soon! Hope to talk to you all later!

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Demi



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My features this week are for those who I believe need/deserve more attention than they have. Bare in mind I'm only doing this for people who don't have much at all, so no whining from anyone. The deviation above is by ~C5005-Audio. It kind of stands out amongst my recent favourites.

More features below.




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#1, ~davidjRayG


This is a closeup of a rose, taken by ~davidjRayG, a budding photographer who upon first glass would look to be just starting out however, his gallery is full of many new ideas and brief gems that stand out. Personally I think he highly deserves more watchers!

#2, ~ah-man-duh


This is "Who Cares?" by ~ah-man-duh. I've been saying she deserves a lot more attention for her literary works for some time now, but people have been kind of against listening to me about it...Maybe one of my newer watchers will take a gander and get lost in one of her short stories.

#3, ~retro-hippy


This is "Operation Devastation"! This (in my opinion) brilliant example of an expressive song. Hopefully a little extra attention will give her an incentive to start writing more between studying!



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:iconlaurenthorpexcloud:
well i'll drink to celebrate with you! YAYAYAYAY!!!!

can i have the kitten?

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:iconarsonistmayan:
So glad that you're managing to keep up updated and that THE BLEEDING HAS GONE AWAY! That's so amazing, I'm so happy for you! And awww, kitty. I miss my kitty :( I miss you! *hug* But I'm really glad to hear that some things are improving.

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Tendebantque manus ripae ulterioris amore--
Reaching out their hands to the further shore in longing
(Virgil. Aeneid. 6. 314)
:icondarten-or-sekiuh:
Woah, it's gone? Really?!
That's frikkin awesome! Wooooooh! :dance:
Can't wait to see you back online. We have a lot to talk about!
Take care till then, bro!

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Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe."
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:iconkeeran:
:hug: am happy to hear bleeding has stopped :D is very good news :glomp: hopefully something works out and u get internet access more

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:icondemontracker:
yay for no bleeding:D and ofr equalizing weight and stuff! the ppl who were supposed to send u computer suck but is good u get possibility of more time on the interwebs :) and kittens are cute:3

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:iconheartbreakkim:
Yay!!! I'm so happy for ya :) On the non-bleeding front lol, ill not so much :( But it'll pass, hope the dongle does work (Y).

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:iconbottomofastairwell:
i do miss you. glad your bleeding has stopped though. that's great. wouldn't want you to be ill anymore. you seem to have the worst health luck in the universe. i'll still keep sending my positive energies your way!!

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:icondarkness-cy-shadow:
Thanks! And I miss you too- you don't seem to be about as much as you used to!

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Cunae sunt non
Excitate vos e somno, liberi fatali
Somnus est non."

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:iconbottomofastairwell:
I've been really busy with work lately. This animation project thing (i wrote about it in a journal) has taken so much of my time. Nut soon i'll be back at school for the year, and hopefully i'll have some free time to create some art. Inspiration would help too

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